Dap! That's so crazy! I was thinking about some of the same things in church today. So many times have I shared countless and countless of ideas on things I would like to do but never pursued it. Like you, the goals seemed unattainable while at the same time I could see myself operating in those very dreams. How contradicting is that! I think I focused too much on what I couldn't do versus what I could and dwelled on what I didn't have forgetting what I did have. I doubted myself and would talk myself out of the idea before I could begin to lay a foundation. It's a vicious cycle I've been in for the past 10 years. Sad, I know.
However, like you, today not only am I turning the page, I'm starting a new chapter. I was listening to William Murphy's, The Sound cd and there's a song entitled dReam. One line in this song really hit home, it said, "It's never too late to be who you should have been." I am holding strong to those words. I WILL BE WHO I SHOULD HAVE BEEN!
I will not be the person looking back at life which I would have pursue my dreams. I know that God has placed these ideas in me for a reason and it's up to me to do what I need to do to be that person God has called me to be. So, yes! It's a very exciting time.
2011 - Bring it on!
~Tonya
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